Then there were TWO
I had a miscarriage last month. Only certain people know this because it has been really hard to talk about. I lost the baby at 6 weeks, and miscarried 4 weeks later. It was a painful, depressing, a grueling experience. But there I said it. It's out there. I cannot take it back. I put my vulnerability out there for all to observe and comment on. I am nowhere near healed from losing Emerie, and now I am grieving a second loss. This is my journey, and it sucks for me. I've been working on challenging my perspective and trying to focus on the things I do have in this life presently, but it's a daily struggle. Recently, I was at an event where it felt like everyone had a baby but me. It was suffocating and altogether sad because it felt like I was outside the bubble and no one acknowledged me in my pain, but 2 people (thank God!) I guess this is the norm now. I will not fit in with young moms or moms that only talk about their kids because my...