Forceful Stops and Letting Go
I haven't been able to gather my thoughts for while. January was rough. I grieved so hard after Aria's birthday and honestly felt depressed and sad because I never got to celebrate Emerie's first birthday. It felt like I had to constantly balance being sad and happy because of course I was happy to be able to celebrate Aria, but I was equally sad that I could not celebrate Emerie in the same way. It is so exhausting continually dealing with sadness and happiness. February started, and I thought to myself to just keep going, do exercise, get out more, etc. But then I tore my Achilles' tendon and every single plan to be active went out the window. (I injured myself playing soccer, at least I scored 2 goals LOL). I know that there are injuries that are way worse than mine, but to not be able to walk is a huge blow to anyone no matter what the reason. Now I'm not going to bore you with my cliche gratitude thoughts of "I took walking for granted" beca...